Rita Joe’s “I Lost My Talk”

Introduction

These lessons and activities are based on the poem “I Lost My Talk” written by Mi’kmaq poet Rita Joe about her experiences at Shubenacadie Residential School.

Subject areas: Social Studies, English Language Arts, Music

  • “I Lost My Talk” Poem

    By Rita Joe

    I lost my talk
    The talk you took away.
    When I was a little girl
    At Shubenacadie school.
    You snatched it away:
    I speak like you
    I think like you
    I create like you
    The scrambled ballad, about my world.

    Two ways I talk
    Both ways I say,
    Your way is more powerful.
    So gently I offer my hand and ask,
    Let me find my talk
    So I can teach you about me.

Poetry Analysis (grades 4-6)

Target grades: 4-6

Subject areas: Social Studies, English Language Arts, Music

Objective: Students will explore a poem, discuss the content, and write their own poem about what it feels like to lose something that is valuable to them.

Preparation: Research the biography and work of Rita Joe and residential schools.

Materials: Rita Joe poem “I Lost My Talk”; chart paper or Smart Board; recording of “I Lost My Talk” composed and sung by Sherryl Sewepagaham

Introduction

  • Have you ever lost or misplaced something of value to you?
  • How did it make you feel when you lost or misplaced it?
  • Where did you look? How long did you look for it?

Procedure

Step 1. Read through Mi’kmaq poet Rita Joe’s poem “I Lost My Talk”

Step 2. Reflect and discuss:

  • What is the poet talking about when the she writes, “I lost my talk?” What was taken or “snatched away?” (First Nations language, culture, freedom, family bond, self-esteem, etc.)
  • Who is the “you” she is talking about in the poem?
  • What does “scrambled ballad” mean?
  • What are the poet’s feelings that are reflected in this poem?
  • What other languages do you speak? What language do your parents or grandparents speak? Is it still spoken at home?
  • How would you feel if you were not allowed to speak the only language you knew and were forced to learn a new language you did not know?
  • How would you communicate with one another without understanding each other’s language?

Step 3. Compose your own poem beginning with “I lost my…” Think of what you lost that was of great value to you (not necessarily monetary value), or think of something that you are afraid to lose and how it would make you feel if you were to lose this.

Step 4. Share your poems with the class.

Step 5. Listen to the song, “I Lost My Talk” sung by Sherryl Sewepagaham. 

Step 6. Discuss any feelings or thoughts the song may bring up in relation to the previous discussion.

Step 7. Close this activity with a group discussion:

  • Do you have a better understanding of the poem and the impact of losing one’s language?
  • Do you have a better understanding of what it feels like to lose something of value?

Poetry Analysis (grades 7-12)

Target grades: 7-12

Subject areas: Social Studies, English Language Arts, Music

Objective: Students will work together in groups of 2 or 3 to create a poem, song or story from the perspective of a First Nations child in a Residential School.

Materials: Rita Joe poem “I Lost My Talk”; chart paper or copy of poem displayed on Smart Board; recording of “I Lost My Talk” sung by Sherryl Sewepagaham

Useful online resources:

Introduction

  • What are Indian Residential Schools?
  • What is assimilation?
  • Define and discuss “reconciliation” as a class.

Procedure

Step 1. Read the poem, “I Lost My Talk”, by Rita Joe.

Step 2. Reflect and discuss:

  • What is the poet talking about when the she writes, “I lost my talk?” What was taken or “snatched away?” (First Nations language, culture, freedom, family bond,
    self-esteem, etc.)
  • Who is the “you” she is talking about in the poem?
  • What does “scrambled ballad” mean?
  • What are the poet’s feelings that are reflected in this poem?
  • What other languages do you speak? What language do your parents or grandparents speak? Is it still spoken at home?
  • How would you feel if you were not allowed to speak the only language you knew and were forced to learn a new language you did not know?

Step 3. Create a poem, song, or story from the perspective of a child who has lost his or her language. Include how you would feel about the loss and how you would feel about being forced to learn a new language.

Step 4. Share your poem, song, or story with others.

Step 5. Close this activity with a group discussion:

  • Allow students to discuss any feelings or thoughts that may have arisen through this activity.
  • Listen to the recording of “I Lost My Talk”, sung by Sherryl Sewepagaham.
  • Do you feel the singer has captured the emotion of Rita Joe in the song?

Extension activities

  • Change the last line of “let me find my talk” into a First Nations language.
  • Write your own song with the poem, “I Lost My Talk.”
  • Write your own lyrics inspired by Residential Schools.